Life is like a cat

CUTE

So apparently it’s not that easy to maintain positive thoughts all the time if you were cultivating bad habits for years. It’s normal. I’m trying to be reasonable and realistic – there WILL be uncomfortable things in my life, there’re already. The thing is – how to be stronger than them? How to balance emotions and feelings? Well, I don’t know. That’s why I’m here probably. To learn.

When I’m reading those motivation books, hearing happy people, coaches and other life Gurus – I feel overwhelmed by this pure cheerfulness. Don’t take me wrong, I love those guys. However they seem sooo positive and I’m like: wooow, that’s really impressive, how they maintain it so well? So… what if they just don’t? What if you don’t have to jump around with smile on your face and focus only on bright sides of life every single minute? Like: I want to be rich, it’s one of my main dreams. Let’s imagine that I won’t be, ever. Am I supposed to think about it anyway? Or just be happy with what I already have? Achieving goals is great but you can’t forget about the present after all.

I know that I’m very powerful creature – just like any other human being. I can achieve what I want to achieve, my thoughts can create stuff and the Angels will help me on my way. There’re days when I can strongly feel this power and I’m literally seeing signs of my work everywhere. But am I really improving something or just fooling myself with those endorphins boosts? I believe that I’m smarter every day, that I know more and more about me and life itself, that every single experience helps. I’m not very confident about it tho. However it’s probably just my weakness which I didn’t overcome yet. Like many others. Oooh, I have those a lot. I thought that I can simply ignore them and be positive, positive, positive…

*rainbow*, *cute cats*, *unicorns*, *cupcakes*, *glitter*, *more cute cats*…

Well, no, it’s not working this way. You must face every little scar on your soul to get rid of it for good. Sometimes it’s easy, sometimes it’ll be obvious how to start but other times you won’t be even able to tell what blocks you. Fortunately: there is always a way. We can ALWAYS find the source of the problem and repair it (if we want to). So that’s nice, isn’t it? Maybe it sounds a little ironic, we all know how life can be mean sometimes... But yet – life is like a cat. It can destroy your things, bite, scratch, annoy you in the morning or even poop in the middle of your bed – but you’ll still love that tiny little bastard with all your heart. Just look at those sweetest paws and adorable nose! That’s what I’m trying to say: love life and be happy, even if it’s not perfect. Cause well, you have no other choice. Suffering can’t bring you anything good, sadness is useless, laziness is exhausting – happiness is the only way! Leave your demons behind, they’re not comforting you – they’re just feeding with your energy, that’s all what you can get from them. Or rather lose. I know that now and I’ll win this shit. Let’s make the world a better place…

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